WAH. why did i even think of blogging now only? so long since i expressed my thoughts! no wonder i talk all over the place now n cant hold a conversation properly isit?? but NOT ANYMORE! because now im blogging again n i hope it can help me organise my thoughts better.. but after this post like i am gonna post more often like thaaat! so look forward to my next like 2 years from now! hahah :P i talk as if immm soooo popular everyone wants ta read my bloggg. hahah yea right barbara, always so full of urselff. heheh!
HAD THE CRAZIEST DREAM LAST NIGHT.
( in dramas when people say this line the camera will turn to the sky n have tt dreamy soundd. OK PPL LETS IMAGINE THAT!) hahah. but how i wish it was real!! so now, u know that its gonna be a nice story!! maybe for non third parties only lah. heheh.
I had a car ride home after churchh. and that car ride home was from J.!! he offered to send me homee like right to my doorstep! ( which nvr happened beforee ARGH.) so ya i took his offer as mention in my first sentencee. hahah. while i was in his car, he suddenly said something like " dont you regret not telling me your feelings? you always had the chance but why didnt you? now This is ur chance to say it." ok i guess my heart was beating fastt but i cant tell in dreams! then we stopped at the traffic light and his good friend D. walked pass and teased both of us and said," J. finally got an oppurtunity to tell her ayeee? all the best to you!" and walks awayy. In my dream, i knew that J. likes me. But i didnt say a wordd i was too happy i was speechlesss! hahah. So i reached my housee, and after awhile later i texted him and told him my feelings. i was so happy that i wanted to tell my mother REAL LIFE. so i woke up! and i realised IT WAS ONLYY JUST A DREEEAAAM! hahah. U know i realy dont mind just dreaming about it n whats gonna happen next than doing it real life. i dont wanna break hearts.
Im so disappointed in myselff! and i was even sleeping with K's hoodie! like seriously a cheater! well, got my valuess so i dont do it real life, only in my dreamss. hahah.
To my cute little macho sexy K. u know who you are! heheh. hope ure not angry with me! if u read this! but u wontt see this post cos u think that my blog is dead because u are like my blog noww. heheh! but i doubt you wna hear this! hahah. so this blog is still useful! hehehe :P ew, hate being so giggly virtually. i dont even do it real life! SO ACT CUTE. EW. hahah
K./ piyooo maybe if i knew u long enough you could erase everything i have in the past. Because you're the best that i can get. You impacted my life so muchh. i could speak my heart out to youu. you're not like any other guy. ( maybe you gay?!) hahah. :P i could be myself when im w you. you love me for my annoyingness and u could tolerate my nonsense. i feel like crying this is too touching already!! hahah. but fine, cos ure just as annoying and childish as me. Hope you dont change dont be not annoying and not childish! u must accompany me! okok?? heheh. Bet J. wouldnt tolerate me for nuts also. hai, shouldnt hv said how good you are to me! PANTANG PANTANG. later the opposite happen. IT WONT! *cross all my fingers!* I LOVE YOU MY LITTLE CUTE PIYOO! Let's live day by day being happy n not care whats gna happen tmr! <3 <3 <3
N u just told me at 10.04pm "i will take care of you, dont worry" AWW! hahah! ok cannot be too touched over that. 3/4 is sweet talk. 1/4 still sweet talk! hahah. he said this cos i cant open a can of tuna and he insulted me tt i can't take care of myself. stupid boiboi. i still love you for being mean to me! eheheh.
