♥ Heal my heart, take & seal it.
♥Saturday, October 02, 2010
WARNING: THIS IS A DAMN FREAKING EMO POST.

The fact that we only didnt meet for one day. kept my mind spinning and thinking only about the C word.

The fact that i let my guard down so many times because i always thought that a new beginning would be a light out of the tunnel.
But the new beginnings i have, always have a lousy ending.
and surprisingly, half of me says that im numbed to the same thing over and over again, so its ok to keep trying. Finding new beginnings.
But the other half says that i should never let my guard down. Fearful that things would be worse than a lousy ending. Thats why, i thought that flings would be a better option. no beginning, no lousy ending and no light out of the tunnel.

i would never learn how to love myself and others. and i hope someone would teach me how to.

ME.
Durabel1
Name: Barbaraaa <3
Age: EIGHTEEN going on NINETEEN :o
bday: 22 aug'91
School: Temasek Poly
Alumni: Katong Convent
ohh i feel like dancing
its foolishness i know..

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