He's the Lover of my soul ♥

Everytime i see his face in lecture, my whole life becomes exciting againn.. hahaha! ok, so hua chi! my gourd.. but i was thinking, if i really got together with him, i wouldn't see him as my husband in future. So, what's the point of being together, to already know and confirm that this whole love cycle would end..? Sad huh. :( but i still want to know you pew pew! <3

Or maybe i think that way because im still immature. HELLO?! 19 already, still think like 16 yrs old. screw myself. But pew pew isnt any better i guess.. hhaha!!!

Oh yes, living in my own mad world..

To my used to be another half,
I still think of you everynow n then, we used to always bump into each other in school, till God heard my prayer n answered it. hehehee.
Maybe you're a blessing in disguise because whenever i feel sad n angry angsty depressed, somehow or rather, your twit would cheer me up. Isit by mere coincidence that my twits are linked to yours, or did you deliberately do it? You're fueling the curiousity in me..
you know, if you dont fancy me anymore (cos love is too strong a word for you, you dont use it until you find yourself a wife), dont show wrong signals alright? Dont hold on anymore, if you still are, move on. Move on with me. Like that, we would be happier people. :D
The memories with you still haunt me every single day i wake up..like a nightmare but only being awake.
and sometimes i think, do the memories still haunt you? do you still think of me? do you want to like another girl, but you find it hard because you still hold on to what we used to share?
be honest with me.
I wrote on twit "when im kissin you my senses come alive" i was just being random, but at the very corner of my heart, i was referring t you. and the next day you wrote, "when im kissing you it all start making sense.." maybe its just coincidence. But you deleted that post a few hours later... so i guess its not? or youre referring to someone else? :( but anyhooo, yeah! good! dont give the wrong signal when you're sure of us splitting. :)
K, back to studying business finance.

"Its like toally deleting you off my contact list, off my everything.."
"I know what i want now, its pewpew." hahaha! :P :P :P :P