He's the Lover of my soul ♥

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY. we're gonna go megumi at siglap in the evening to celebrate her birthday today! ( its 3.58 am) the food there is soo awesome! they sell 3 quite big pieces of goose liver for only 14 bucks! that's REALLY reasonable compared to Equinox's goose liver at a price of 10++ bucks for one pathetic piece. N at both places, the livers taste just as good! so tell me, which is more worth it?

Anw, happened to chance upon one of my friend's status on FB.. n wow, he really thinks deeep.. unless thats just copied off the internet. well, i would like to give him credit today.. but not really, cos im not gonna expose his name here.. "Whats not meant to be yours won't come back to you after you lose it, but what is meant to be yours, will always come back to ur side no matter how many times you throw it away.."

n yeah, this post is gonna be abit lengthy and it already has, but i hope you'll just read thru n see how interesting my relationship life is.. or u cld just stop here n leave the blog with that long quote in mind. :D

According to my friend's status, i dont know whether its gonna come back.. the thing is that, so what if its meant to be mine? when i dont give a damn about what's meant t be mine? n id rather give a damn about what's not?! hmm, how would i be so sure that it's not meant t be mine in the first place? but, from the looks of it, yeah, making assumptions are correct sometimes.

Why do i always want the things tt i know i cannot have, and dont want the things i can have?! i am so dissatisfied! for once in my life, why can't i just get somebody thats nt right for me but WILL be right someday? yep, its 4.16am now, im just honestly bullshitting.

what IS chemistry? From e dictionary, it says : Chemistry is the interaction of one personality with another. what is YOUR definition of it? well, dictionary says chemistry involves personality right? and the only way where there is interaction with both personalities is through spending time with each other more.. n thats what we lacked.

You always have work, work seems more important to you.. n i have my dancee but i asked you to come for my performance, but u told me u HAD work. N you told me you tried.. That wasn't even trying. the only think tt you tried was give excuses not to show up for my dance! what was i to you then?! and i thought maybe after dance, we could hang out and catch up for the days we nvr saw each other. But, i didn't even see u trying at all.. i have no idea what is try to you..

and u can tell me "we dont have chemistry" when u barely even got to know me.. Argh. And, dance and ur work is not all im talkin about.. there are other areas too.. I guess not telling you how i felt about what u did and always leave u in suspense was wrong..yeah, looks like from secondary sch till now, you telling me "youre more serious" was just every guys trick to gain the girl as his fling. -.-

oh, im soo tired.