Heal my heart, take & seal it.
♥Wednesday, December 30, 2009
FALSELY ACCUSED. (monday)
maybe because i have a face of a culprit.. a face that tells people that whatever bad thing that happens, its ALL caused by me...
When she told me " God will judge you! " i was stunned and angry. I wanted to rebutt & say " no i didn't do it! Who on earth would do such a weird thing?! Don't make assumptions! & God would JUDGE YOU EVEN MORE FOR WRONGLY judging people!" What stopped me from saying was respect. -.-

(wednesday)
She & i were walking towards the car, talking about my secondary school friends & that i havent met them EVER since i went to poly. She said " you keep talking about YOURSELF. some people just dont want to hear about you all the time" "you have to show more concern for your friends"
Don't tell me i don't show enough concern for my friends?? honestly, I DO show concern. but when i ask, they just won't wanna tell me.. so what must i do?! false the shit out of them?!
n i listen to people, pray for them, but i don't really give advise.. n its not because I CANT BE BOTHERED, but because im fearful that my advise would cause even greater problems! so ITS THAT CALLED LACKING CONCERN?!
FINE, IM NOT A GOOD FRIEND. I HAVE LOW EQ
and whatsoever. u happy now? is the whole world happy now? im just being me.. thanks for NOT accepting me for who i am. i am so grateful.
N WAIT, U WERE THE ONE WHO BROUGHT ME UP. means you're trying to say that you werent such a good parent after all?

♥Monday, December 21, 2009
TO ALL GIRLS OUT THERE..
christmas, is it really the time of reconcilliation??

If He allows or doesn't allow it to happen.. ill trust Him why He does n doesn't.

unexpect the expected & expect the unexpected.

♥Saturday, December 19, 2009
I'm not regretful, I'm just relieved. :)

♥Monday, December 14, 2009
ahh!!! i sooooo love pixie lott's legs!! i want her legs!!! can someone tell me how to get her legs?? does running really help?? or does it just make ur legs muscular..?? i want my legs to be slim n longated n toned!! i dont want muscular... can someone pleaaaseee edify me?? (my source of motivation to exercise.. heheh!)

and and andd.... katy perry looks so gorgeous in starstrukk!! i wished i was an angmoh, with black hair n blue eyes.. she's so pretty! not fair.. :(

♥Friday, December 11, 2009
omgosh, im being seriously random now.. but i was like watching mtv ytd n today n i saw this MV by 30 secs to mars "kings n queens"!! n like i find this guy hot?? hehehe!
okay, the first time i saw him i found him HOT
second time i saw him, i found him ok
third time i saw him, i find him ugly..
but im still gonna post his pic on my blog. LOL! i know im lame.

( its abit blurrr)
rate him k? LOL! from 1 to 10.. see whether i've bad taste.

♥Friday, December 04, 2009


I totally agree now that life w/o You is a mess!!
& everything in this world is temporal...

I choose to go back to my First Love-

changed the lyrics : " Lovin' is a mistake & its not worth makin' "

♥Thursday, December 03, 2009
BEFORE YOU KNEW ME, YOU WERE HAPPIER...

BEFORE I KNEW HIM, I WAS HAPPIER...

& i wished that i didnt know him at all. SIGH

ME.
Durabel1
Name: Barbaraaa <3
Age: EIGHTEEN going on NINETEEN :o
bday: 22 aug'91
School: Temasek Poly
Alumni: Katong Convent
ohh i feel like dancing
its foolishness i know..

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