♥Wednesday, February 03, 2010
OMG, this is exactly what i feel, felt, and in the midst of feeling.. :)
While I dance, I cannot judge, I cannot hate, I cannot seperate myself from life. I can only be joyful and whole. That is why i dance. -Hans Bos Quotes

You can't find happiness as rich as in DANCE.
♥Sunday, January 31, 2010
argh. so angry at myself. I always thought that it was their fault.. but after things kept repeating, now i start to wonder whether i'm the one with the problem.
shit, its freaking tiring! freaking tiring to get my hopes all up when it has to go down the next day.. omgosh, when u loved, i didn't. when i started to, you lost it. but why? tell me the reason why!!! AHH.. i nvr learnt my lesson! i didnt guard my <3 well enough that i have to let it break again.
i'm super moodless.. all the time i wished i were dead. i guess that would be better off for me! i'm losing faith, losing hope.
Why can't anyone last?! yea, cos they're just not the right one.. but HUh? after so many times...?!
so freaking scared.. freaking scared of what this world has to offer. freaking scared of another situation like this, period
♥Sunday, January 24, 2010
"You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside;
but on the inside are full of dead men's bones & everything unclean."
-Matthew 23:27
♥Tuesday, January 19, 2010
SO TRUE SO TRUE.
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played w "baby" in eva's house and asked whether i should cut bangs, baby said "yes! <3"so from ytd onward, i had bangs! straight black BANGS.you can say that i belong to primary school more than poly.. see the change! :P

Do you remember?
The memories we shared?
How could you possibly forget?
Something so precious?
Something so worthwhile?
Unfairness cripples me.
When i live here, & you live there.
and we shared the memories here.
But that's not the point.
Too heartless for me to identify with you again.
You're a mess.
She's influenced you,
She's made her thoughts yours.
Didnt you know?
I just Hope, you turn back.
Don't go the wrong way anymore.
In His love and mine.
You know, i might not know who you're writing to, i might not know the reason why you posted that on fb, but i deeply appreciate your comfort, your optimism.. and i will smile because it happened. :D Thank you. Don't shun, accept this.
♥Wednesday, January 13, 2010
I'm sorry for being seriously random.. But I hv wanted t put this on my blog a long time ago..
I FANCY guys who have shoulder length hair, tall, muscular and wears a cross necklace!! All of the guys tt meet this criteria wld DEFINITELY b my eye candies! Heh heh ( like who on earth wld b bothered pls.. -.-) lol!!!!!!
When I saw him w a cross necklace, he mesmerized me :)
"I can't believe I just saw some unsitely news today.. N therefore I boldly can make the assumption thaaat....." hehe :(
guess what? I'm using my itouch t blog!! How cool is that! LOLxzx!
K, I'm lying on my bed now preparing t sleep..
Barbs, ure so dead, lecture is at 9 am tmr.. Argh. :P
♥Monday, January 11, 2010
HIIII. Ive been thinking of what my new year resolution would be.. n while i was bathing, i thought of it!! ok, my new year resolution for 2010 is... i must NOT eat macdonald's BK KFC or whatever the whole year!! ahhaha! omine, its kinda hard to keep w it tho..
oh well, if i broke the resolution i wouldnt care tt much anw. HEHE.

ohhh yeaa! While in the Salon straightening my hair, i read in CLOE magazine THAAAT OIL BLOTTER WOULD NOT cause more pimples. and, it is actually worse if we dont use it. becos the oil on your face would trap dust & THEN cause pimples. for those who keep havin e mindset that oil blotter would cause the face to be more oily and stuff, its actually not true. :D SOOO.. START using oil blotter to have LESS pimples! ( i ain't lying.)
woow..oil blotter companies should just give me commission or something for helpin to promote oil blotter K! heheh!
"mygosh, barbs, what are you thinking? wake up! WAKE UP."
♥Monday, January 04, 2010
A MIND AT PEACE WITH
ALL BELOW,
A HEART
WHOSE
LOVE IS
INNOCENT.